BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FOR ABANG AND UPDATE ABOUT WORK

So while i was at work on Friday, Mum and Bro was at home cleaning the store room. I got so happy when mum rearranged the shoes. She put all of my shoes in one shoe shelf thinggy. It got me thinking that I have loads of shoes. But come one, i am a women. That is what we love. Fashion. We love all this stuff man.

I got really excited when thinking about the pay that i might be getting. But mum goes on that i should not buy more shoes. I think i'll visit F21 and H&M then get a few pieces. Some more accesories and maybe a bag that is small enough to be carried around and also big enough to fill up the essential stuff.

See see. I have not even get any money yet and i am already imagine what to get, I dont even think i'll get that much money. But i certainly want to go to H&M. Probably make a cousin night out and let my  cousins who are taking their O's this year some breather. I mean it's a stressing, i have been through that shit.

Oh yes, i just checked my UT results. Like shit seh my GPA. But oh well i'm still happy with it, i got 2.6 That's nit alot but its good enough. Anywho.Work is okay at the moment. I'm gonna leave this Friday as it's my last day.I hope everything there is okay and the guys will work hard as the ladies. I wish the best for Lisa as well as Santhi. That's all for now. I'll be working tomorrow i feel like i wanna spend time at Jurong Point. It's been a long time since i went out. *sigh*

That's all guys. Goodbye! Have a nice night. Laptop is dying watching korean show. Real good. (:

work work.

i honestly have never worked this long and by myself before. So this is definitely scary for me. I wanted to like turned down the offer for this job. But i stayed true to my heart and thoughts. because before this i would usually turn ut down. But i once said to myself that i would accept this offer as i wanted to gain experience as well as money. It's not that much but still. it's a big deal for me.   alright im really tired. i wanna rest and spend time with my family and especially my mum. goodbye

Isnt this sooooooooooo cool                                                                                                                            
  Yesterday was E24L's class BBQ. It was so much fun. My leg is in serious pain since i gave my all at cycling. So serve me right. Anywho we did this "ADUGEN" gif. Which turned out to be so cool. Like fer REAAAAAAAAL. Thank you V for editing it. This is way cooler than the edit i made. Ahahah. (:

Chocolate, Dress and god,

 Chocolate here chocolate there, I wish i have a constant supply of chocolates in the fridge.

Brother just brought Cinnamon melts and chocolate melts i prefer cinnamon though.

Thank you so much abang. Love you.<3

 I really like how she paired up the corset with that beautiful nude pleated skirt. it cuts just at the right length, not too long and not too short so it does not show too much and is conservative at the same time. She looks really elegant with the up-do and that simple Chanel-look-alike clutch. I really like the free bird on her necklace, i always loved that bird, it shows hope and freedom. <3

For the past few days i have not been fasting due to Female reasons. I really feel bad that i'm not fasting but i can do nothing. I really hope that it would end soon and i can perform Terawih as well as solat. In this beautiful month of Ramadhan i must perform my prayers and ask for forgiveness from the great almighty , Allah. I find it stupid that i used to miss it or purposely miss it due to my lazyness, this shows how weak my Iman is and i am forever regretting my wrong doings.

I'm reading a book currently by Leila Aboulela called Minaret. I still don't really have the idea of the story but i hope this is one of those stories that would change my attitude spiritually and mentally. Does this two words

have the same meaning? I really did not mean it that way. I feel  like i am changing for the better ther is still some bad attitudes or things about me. But i can feel the change and it is making me feel much positive in life. 

In the book there is a paragraph that i'll like to quote.

The mercy of Allah is an ocean.Our sins are a lump of clay clenched between the beak of a pigeon.The pigeon is perched on the branch of a tree at the edge of that ocean.It only has to open it's beak.

This quote has so many meaning to it and i could live by that quote. It may not really be such a moving quote but that quote gives me hope that there is a chance for me to enter heaven in Akhirat. It is one of those things that scares me the most. I usually think about it. I mean one day or another i am going to die and return to Allah. I would prefer to be at my best and show him that i change.

I read in a book, or more like i learnt in one of my "studies" in mosque, that most of the "people" that enters Hell are women. This just shook me and made me think and wonder what i have been doing that might have just contributed it to be in my sins list. It is so simple for us to enter hell as women and so easy for men to enter heaven yet some of them do not try or do their best in doing so. I would love to be a better servant of god. I hope he receives my prayers and forgives my sins. Insyaallah i will change for the better. Insyaallah. Amin.

I am sorry if any part of my post might have gone against your perception or thinking and i am sorry if i have gone too religion-y in my post today. I just hope that world would change for the better. Insyaallah Amin.

With that, i bid goodbye. Assalam mualaikum. (:

Photo posting

 I really like how one side of her hair is longer than the other, it kind of reminded me of Rihanna's bobs. But i would prefer if my hair was thins long rather than have a really short bob.

 Her is Camilla Belle. I really like the curls and the softness of her hair. It looks so elegant almost regal. I really like how it fits with her. The curls are just enough to add volume instead of turning the hair into a mess. The length is also nice.

I really like her fringe here. It looks so soft and relaxed. I like the length even though it's still a bob. I like how it fits her fringe and her hair colour. i'm stil thinking if i should cut bangs, a normal fringe or just let it grow.

I am in LOVE with t his burgundy leather satchel. I have been seeing this  beeing used in Lookbook for  long time. I just came across it's website and was so excited until i saw the price. Of cos it was expensive, a cost of $135- But still the colour is great, it's made by real leather and the size is big enough. I'm still pondering what to buy for my mates as a form of momento. I was thinking of like buying some sweets and chocolate and a bracelet, so that we can all use it and be reminded of each other. Yeah, after calculating, it might just be over budget.

I am still trying to find a cheap skirt this long and flowy. My friend bought it at Bedok and it costs $18 which is affordable only thing is that i don't know exactly where it is. Also, i went window shopping on my one the other day and saw some nice affordable shoe. i want more slip on shoe and like a sandal. I am really looking forward to go to Johor again in this month, Insyallah. I want to buy sandals and maybe some dresses?

I really want to buy that bag at JP as well as that Shoe. Gosh, mum is like nagging at me because i;m like using my money to buy clothes and stuff so idk if i should buy anything now, but it is so cheap!!! 

I gtg, need to sahur later and then go blaja, i want to bring mum to JP. Alright. Good bye

puasa!

I totally feel this man. It has been happening to me now. I regretted saying no but oh well, Allah has a plan and i chose this path, who knows he might show me the right one, one day. I hope that I made the right choice. Now is not the time to think about relationship but instead studies. I'm a little sad about this but oh well, one day when it's right maybe it will happen. Insyallah. If not then it's okay. Alhamdulilah with what has happen all this while.

Moving on, I so missed the time when me, Fiqq and Ellia met to walk around shopping centers and well, bond. Fiqah then introduced to me Yami youghurt. It was so yummy, i feel like buying it, I don't know if i should buy it later as i don't think i have enough time to eat it. But it'll be cool. I'll buy the big one and share with my family.

*Stomach grumbling in class*

I'm having my maths quiz now but i am in no mood to check if i have written the right answer as i cannot be bothered to do so. Class has been so cold ever since it started fasting. I'm happy that my Chinese friend was "inspired" or like was in awe when we told her the reason why we fast.

She even fast today, but she did not eat sahur.:(

Moving on, i edited this photo and thought that it looked so cool. I was like, hell yeah, i actually wanted to put like electric bolts at her hands but i couldn't as i did not have the "equipment" and knowledge on how to do so. But it turned out to be nice and my brother likes it. Oh my gosh, I feel so tired and sleeping.

I soooooo want to go shopping with my classmates and watch Captain America together!

I have to go now, my teacher is showing his 6P at 11.00! ahahahah:)))

SCHOOL = TIRED=NECK PAIN=MUSCLE PAIN=STIFF SHOULDERS= NO MOOD

So, i'm going to try my best to post a really short simple and informative post about what has been happening since i have been in school. I believe that my grades are slowly going down instead of up. My UT results are not up to par with my expectations. I attended the ALC, adventure learning camp last Thursday and was happy that i did. I was rather disappointed that we were not allowed to try the high elements,rock climbing as well as the pitch black pipe thing. We basically just did abseiling as well as the "trust" thing. It was as if i had to kill myself by jumping of a building but there were people there to catch me.

After which one of my girl mate had a breakdown so i was there to help her and shared some of the feelings that i experience too about myself and like tell what i dislike about myself but in the end we have to love ourselves no matter what we say because words can't bring us down. So we told each other to be strong and love your self.

Any who, the main reason why i put up the photo above is to really just talk about the shoe, my palazs jazz are already torn, they can still be used but i wnt a new one basically. I't's just annoying to have a hole there and you can feel your toes peeping out of the shoe trying to see the outside world. My other mate was saying that she will be buying converse shoe while i think i want to buy the same shoe that i am using which is of course palaz, it last very long and is cheap. Okay, next information.

So, right now i feel like batman not because i am speaking like him but instead, i have two koyoks on my neck making me hard to turn left or right,my neck is so painful, my shoulders are stiff and my perut area feels like they are growing Abs. Oh my effing god. Thank god we don;t have PE in poly otherwise i will just suffer.

I have been arriving to school late lately, that sounded weird, whatever. So that is making me lose my A's god, i need those A's. Oh yah, today was the class photo-taking day. Not everybody was here so it was not as joyous as we wanted it to be. Although i am quite please that we sort of had a colour code which is white,blue and black. Coolness. I had loads of fun with my mates. I totally love my class way more than my sec class.

Anywho, isn't this shoe, above so freaking awesome. It's like freaking spiked and like protective. I can like freaking kick someone and they'll never mess with me again. EVER! Just joking. I just bought the latest Female magazine. I was so excited until i found out that it mostly consist of interview. So i will need to read it in more detail. I will try my best to post some of the photos of my mates.

I can't believe my short,simple and informative post turned out to be LONG. So i will end it here, i'm gonna do my RJ tomorrow.

Picture from:

Solestruck
Lookbook